Reality Hurts....

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

At sch now.....listening to crit jus now...almost all kana killed.....i am now unoffically suwei's part time bf....certified by alexis n that goldfish.....shld not have come todae.....haizz....so bored n broke now....haizzz...wan go kbox...sakae....haizzz....need $$....nvm....

Waiting For Death....

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Crit is finally over....kana shoot...although not so bad la.....they say mine is too simple lor....haizzz....then went back studio after that.....was rotting there with ccm.....surfing youtube while he go aution lor...then bee join us....then go for crit.....afternn batch kana shoot worse lor...the lecturer seems to have fire powder for lunch......that stupid goldfish had failed some......wish his eyes wil grow n grow then burst sia......hate him lor...so biase.......then beng call me to ask me out for movie....dun like it so didnt go....then went hm..haizzzz...getting some sleep later....need my sleep badly....

Over For Now....

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Monday, October 30, 2006

Submission is finally over.....studio was so chaotic sia....but everyone hand in on time...dun even noe y they wan to change the place to t11a lor.....waste of time lor....troublesome also.....went to peace centre to print todae......then went back with ps n kamini first...becuz got to pass something to sherrie....but in the end no use.....then rush to library to print some stuff.....then rush down to t11a for submission....was sitting ard with the gals to chit chat while waiting for our turn....suddenly someone say that we like long time never sit together to chitchat liao...hahah...so in the end wan to go out find a place sit down n chitchat.....went vivo city...becuz didnt been there be4......so was walking ard then pat bf join us for dinner at sakae......then went to the open roof to chat lor....quite a nice place..chat alot laugh alot.....then parents call so we all went hm......

Miss Those Times

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Thursday, October 26, 2006

Todae thought of plotting my drawing....but in the end did work for 2hrs n gave up.....roy was hyper todae....dun noe high 4 wat.......went for lunch.....then back n was playing a name game....question was asked n we write the name that we think fit it....hahaha.....dun understand nvm.....dun need to also.....was joking ard chatting ard.....left at 3+....got to finish my drawing n plot tml...no more delay or i wun be able to finish....

Tiredness Is Controlling Me

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Todae went xian hse to get some work done...didnt ask many becuz wan to do in small grp.....in the end onli me n soon go....but got quite alot of stuff done....first times sia....5 hrs of doing work..found quite alot of thing wrong....not the same as site photos sia.....but heck care.....decide to follow the plan n section.....base model is almost up.....think will contiune in sch tml ba....cant carry on doing anymore work liao......maybe go play some games or jus go to sleep ba....heheheh...lazy me.....

Sometimes It Is A Blessing Not To Know.......

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Saturday, October 21, 2006

Quite an old song...but i like it...hehe....love the lyric...love the melody...

Reality - Richard Sanderson
Met you by surprise
I didn't realize that my life would change forever
Saw you standing there
I didn't know I cared
There was something special in the air

Dreams are my reality
The only real kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be

Dreams are my reality
A different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night and loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy

If you do exist
Honey don't resist
Show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true
Show me what to do
I feel something special about you

Dreams are my reality
the only kind of reality
maybe my foolishness has past
and maybe now at last
I'll see how a real thing can be

Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night and holding you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality

Met you by surprise
I didn't realize that my life would change forever
Tell me that it's true feelings that are cue
I feel something special about you

Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
Although it's only fantasy

Dreams are my reality
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night and loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality

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Friday, October 20, 2006

Was watching some tamil movie on central....their dance move is super funny n cute la...weird also...hehehe...
Went to watch death note yesterday.....find it average lor....maybe becuz it end at a strange place n i have read the comic liao.....was having some attitude problem....hhaha...giving attiude to ws n sw....hahaha....sry if i offended u...but was quite fun la....a couple was quarreling on the bus on my way back...hahaha....in the end...the bf was walking way behind the gf to send her hm...like wth lor...y do i noe...becuz they stay same block as me....i was laughing la......
Time to end...got to get some works done...haizzz.....hate the project...hate the lecturer...hate sch...

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Sch is getting so boring....everyone is busy with their own work....2 weeks to submission...alexis is giving up on us......everybody is playing their own games.....lesser going out......everybody is there but the soul isnt.....been leaving sch early becuz im rotting there.....no mood to do work.....so jus keep playing those boring games.....shld bring laptop to sch n play liao....if not will realli die there sia.....welll...but its time to start work liao.....thurs still go pinup...haizzz.....i hate sch.......

我们都是带着面具的虚伪人.....

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

Another week has quietly pass by...2 more weeks to the submission of project...yet i haven even started.....been feeling veri sianzz n tired.....tired of the course.....tired of the life.....now then i realise that project based course isnt for me....pretty late right.....haizzzz.....wat to do....im a slow learner....hahahah....jus a few months more to the end of the course...mus bear with it .....jus aiming for a pass la.....dun care abt grades liao la....too tired to think of anything liao....somemore with the haze ard...haizzzz....suffering sia.....jus hope that i will survive lor....

Let The Day Pass By Quietly....

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Friday, October 13, 2006

Didnt go kbox todae...friend got sick so cancel.....nvm...next time.....i will go.....went out for lunch instead......then go lot 1 shop ard lor....got some stationary......now d/l new game to play.....hope it will be fun...hahaha...got to get some work done later.....hope can make it lor....haizzz.....realli not mood to do anything lor.....now hate the lecturer even more....y comment when u cant give suggestions.....haizzz....

School Is No Longer Fun..

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Todae went to expo for a talk on innovation.....stupid lecturer say got something to do with project...but in the end...no link.....went off halfway...becuz its getting boring.....heard 2 speakers though....first is talking abt computer security ...the other is abt the computer chip....haizzzzz......well...at least got some knowledge of things......then went for lunch lor......had bk...becuz the foodcourt nothing to eat.....then went for exhibition.....it was quite fun la...much better than the talk lor....then we went to bugis to spend the time lor...was playing at the arcade la....then went off with sw cause got dinner at hm......tml got interim but no mood to do anything...haizzz...maybe go sch do something 4 them to see lor....if not will jus go off lor.....hahaha...dun care liao....dun think will do wat he ask 4 ba....dun bother abt him liao la....he is jus wating our time.....

No Mood At All...Stop Wasting Our Time...

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Monday, October 09, 2006

Finally have my wish granted...WENT KBOX YESTERDAY...hahahah...pon the afternn lesson for k..hahhaa...have so much fun singing.....now than i noe our course got so many gd singer...heheheh...kbox again on fri......hhahahah...i wan to sing sing sing.....sing till i go mute...hahahahah...going mad in sch now....hhahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhaahahh

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Thursday, October 05, 2006

I am so tired...for no reason.....had more than 10hrs of sleep..yet i am still tired.....sch is so boring nowadays......doing nothing...rotting away....haizzz....keep going out for meals....hahaha....grow fatter everyday...n nafa is reaching....that fellow give another lecture again...haizzz...bee was correcting his english....hahaha...she going to blog abt it....go n have some laugh ba.....then me n eileen was give names to all the lecturer......after that is more rotting...we were playing game watching movie chatting....haizzz....suppose to go for k lunch one...but that fellow jus cant stop talking....so in the end too late to go liao....haizzzz...so wan to sing sia.....nvm...i shall go next week.......got to start working on my work liao.....3 weeks left with nothing done.....haizz.....

为何会如此的累呢......因为你吗....

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Monday, October 02, 2006

空气中仿佛弥漫着悲伤的气氛.....每个人的脸上的带着忧伤的表情......我们到底发生了什么事......为何我们都那末伤心呢.......全部人都好想有什么烦恼......难道快乐就那末难到来吗....争吵....指责....哭泣......我受够了.....我不想再被这些事情影响了.......好累呕.....是时候休息了.....我不想再管了....

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