Sometimes i wonder y im so easily affected by the emotions of others.....reading sad post listening sad song....make my emotion go down to the btm....so tired...it is like im livin the emotions of other....so sleepy so tired....feeling so weak....like im going to scatter to bit n pieces the next sec....got to bk in soon....every week has to go through this feeling of dread n wanting to AWOL....haizz....army really sux...every week looking forward to bking out....counting down to POP....arrrggghhhh....i need to sleep....sleep....sleep....feel so tired...wonder how long i can last....i wan to be free....free from everything....free from all bundle....haizz...got to go prepare liao....sick n tired....

Freedom Is All I Look Forward To